Despite the hectic schedules i face everyday, there's this tranquilty that still surrounds me always.Ran and played so hard during PE tt day, just wishing to rid everything's tts on my mind.man...Vera Chua finally SWEAT![i mean, i dun usually sweat lah]laughs.*ultimAte friiiiSsssbeee*4/1's really good at it!LOL. Its been really good, catching up with different people, both from school and in church. I dont usually like blogging about ,my day to day life. but today, i want to share with everyone the beautiful day i had with my heavenly father on valentine's day.beams.=)
It was just another day for me, on fourteenth feburary. yehhs, valentine's day. Didnt bring out my wallet so i was peniless.*o0o0PSieee*.But God sent Jireh!And he treated me to lunch and recess...man, recess food was cold and bland, didnt actually like it, but hmms.. the people around me made everything seem right once again.yehhs...=) haha. Left school after social studies remedial and headed to causeway for lunch wit....a bunch of wonderful people. Mr and Mrs Carebear,Mr Csm,Kiki and Ling.They wanted to catch a movie... but i decided not to join them and guess where i headed to? YUPS. i went for a personal retreat with Jesus. oh yehhs...just sat at MMJD alone. Journalling and telling Him all the fears thats within me. Pouring everything out right there. I had the whole place to myself, it was really serene and calm. While everyone was with everyone else, i just sat there, me and Jesus, thanking him for all the things that He has done for me. I didnt regret going there, because that place means so much to me. Was spending time with joanne on the phone too...just laughing about how silly we were in school and HAHA!also, about how much i missed her! Thanks girl. The place was so big...and not a single soul was there[except the scarweee old man.laughs]walked all over the place looking for a nice spot to sit at and i chose my third pillar*=)...i really enjoyed the moments when i was alone that day, cause He spoke and all i did, was sit and listen.it was indeed a humbling moment.Ended the day in church beneath the stars that were shining so brightly! Didnt expect my valentine's day this year to turn out this way..but overall i had a great time.
A little girl's poem__________* My nose, touched something hard and cold. I blew unto it, mist formed. And it appeared to me i was outside a candy store. The insides shone like gold. Was candy supposed to shine? Peering into the abyss of the store, i saw many more. In the deepest corner, i saw something. It was a lollipop. Whirly twirly and shaped like a full moon. My hand reached into my pocket, and out came two pennies. But the shop was closed. Ending all hopes even before i could reach the edge of it.
*Love is patient,Love is kind.It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.It is not rude,It is not self seeking,It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects,always trusts,always hopes,always perseveres.Love never fails.* 1 Cor 13:4-8 I know God's speaking me to me alot through thess verses recently. Been stumbling upon it so often.It was even on the poster i and charis bought, after seeing it on Jenny madm's table.=) Quiet time last night also focused on these verses. Pastor Ivan's message was also about love last sunday. Valentine's day has just past..and ya! once again, im learning how i should continue to step out of my comfort zone and just reach out to other people. Im beginning to see the importance of my friends knowing how much Jesus loves them and yehs, i agree with athena and shuying...this verse is beautiful.beams. Deep down in me, im feeling exhausted...but i still want to encourage all of you out there, that Jesus cares and wants to help you thru every storm you face, if only u were to let Him bring you through~*
Dreams are the nicest things one can ever have. They're beautiful but most of the time, they aint real. Certain dreams make u wake up smiling, but that smile on your face will soon be wiped out when u realised ure back in reality and everything tt u dreamt of probably aint real at all. Then, tears may stream down yr face instead.Still remembered the dream u told me abt, yes, it was beautiful, wished it was real,wish it'll come true... I want to have everything re-enacted again, and to be back in reality.=)
Living in reality is harsh sometimes, but with HIM, all things are possible!
