alrightys!im back im back! no more *faints. im home, eating my favourite otar.yumms yums!*rubs my tummy!* haha...laughs! once again, i am all alone at home, cause my family went out to baby terri's house to have coffee and cake..=) hmms. everyone's been blogging furiously abt their new year(2005) and all abt school, guess im the onli one who hasnt done any update on how WONDERFUL school has been i suppose?beams.
School has been great. Fantastic, but also a new adjustment for me. Everyone seems to be toning down and 4E1 has been such a conducive place to study in. Im blessed by everyone in my class. Those laughters and support that fills the place is just indescribable. I see God working in each and everyone of them and it just brings a smile across my face. Was ill for the past three days, but i managed to recover pretty fast. Remembered what i said the other time i was sick?JOY brings HEALING! yes yes, so totally agree with it.heex! Lessons have been heavy, and everything just seems so different at times. This year, im sitting with kiran. Everything's been going fine for us and it seems that i can concentrate so much better this year. Prayer really does wonders...dunch ya agree? =)
everyone has resoultions for a new year and no doubt, i also do have a long list of things that i want to accomplish this year. 2005's gonna past so fast and im really thrilled with what God has in store for me. I have been learning alot about the word *solitude. Since young, i never liked being alone. I loathed having my meals outside alone and shopping all by myself has been one of the things that i dreaded most. Everytime i had to go out alone and get stuff, i'll try to drag someone along or even be on the phone with whosoever...i was just really scared. Quite some time back, i remembered going out all by myself and mummy asked me to join her for lunch.something in me, hesitated, and i told her that i felt like having some time by myself at coffeebean instead. She was pretty suprised and she sent me a message. In the message she talked abt how solitude is good for our souls and that sometimes, we have to tone down and spent quality time with ourselves and God. It doesnt just mean quiet time lahs.yups! She also added that she was having *udon* at fiesta all by herself too and how much she enjoys that serenity and peace. It strucked me and that day, i had a fabulous personal retreat at westmall..man, shopping alone was pretty cool too! ha!Just today, i met up with charis at lot one's library to get some work done up. That girl was so lovely i tell you...had fun taking neoprints with her...and hey babe!those chicken wings u recommended were GREAT!*lick my lips*heeX. but that wasnt the special thing abt today's outing with charis. She had to leave for home at ard 730 n suprisingly i decided to stay back all alone in the kids section, doing my wrk! come to think of it, it was like WOW!Never expected myself to do that lah.laughs. It was a great time spent with my silly barron's book. managed to complete a few week's of work. oh ya! RYAN JOSEPH! yes you! u didnt turn up last minute yeahs? how mean ahhh...i'll blame u if i fail that upcoming chemistry test..giggles!haha.jking jking!=)
I guess this year's gonna be exciting and one of my goals is to really live up to my CG's motto. To be comfortable in discomfort. Its gonna be a tough thing for me, but i trust and rely on him to bring me through every obstacle. CG has been fabulous. Today was really heartwarming to see eeveyone trying to pray. just wanna encourage teresa yeahs?*darling girl, take courage and learn to pray aloud yeahs?i heard u prayed out aloud a few times already..its reallie great. Dun worry hur....Jesus listens to every little thing u pray and He's there for you always.*yups! still thinking hard abt our CG name. It was just so fun today..yeahs! being drunk and tipsy isnt the nicest thing that can happen to you ahhh...remember!0o0o0pS!
I'll be back blogging in a few days time yeahs? Just gonna depend on Him so much and learning to surrender every bit of myself to him. Its hard...but im learning. Been praying alot for the people around me and just seeing how God wrk in their life just makes me want to know my heavenly daddy so much more. I yearn to have a deeper relationship with you... only you Jesus.
Hmmms...the Gb motto is pretty a good reminder for me this year too yeahs?haha.
SEEK, SERVE and FOLLOW CHRIST. 18th coy.
