No one comprehends. no one understands. Why does everyone see things on such a superficial level? why does everyone thing that it would be another fairytale for the both of us?Those moments were sweet, but it only lasted for a while. Its been a heart wrenching time getting over it and i dont want to have another recurrence of this nature. Its locked. No one will be able to open it ever again unless He tells me to do so. Jesus, you guard my heart for me. I entrust you with the key and please help me through this moment of my life. I need you ever so badly to be in control and i know there's nothing i can do with you.
*Specially for joanne,lucille,yongling and beryl*
Uve girls have been so amazing. I enjoyed every single moment that ive spent with you all. Those laughters and things we shared, each of them have been engraved upon my heart and i'll remember u girls in prayer.Ive been through what you have been through. The hurt, confusion and pain. i understand and i pray that God will shower unlimited joy over you! i love each and everyone of you so much and its been a joy getting to noe all of you better.yes yes.Guard it well, remember.
Had CG today, it was a short session of games and chit-chatting! i enjoyed it very much. thks sam and ems. you guys have been the greatest! =) more people has joined our CG and im thankful that God has allowed our CG to expand... Jesus, thank you so much.
I guess there's nothing much left for me to say now, and i really agree with wad many has said. Dont give out your heart too easily.because... at the end of the day, u may be the one who's left hurting.
tts about all now. Gonna journal everything down to Daddy later. love you guys, see you!
